Note to him:

To the confused, empty person inside you who ripped out my heart and dimmed and blackened my soul, until I no longer had a choice, but to escape...

My biggest mistake was that I didn’t escape earlier. My biggest mistake made me pay. My anger finally calmed me and you’ve become something I would see in a horror movie – you were that killer or monster which nobody could escape from, but now you’re that “overrated director” who sits alone in his mansion … and so you will build your own prison and you would live in it voluntarily and give other people the blame for your own make-believe-sad-world which you’ve created one day when you’ve realized that you’re the monster which you feared as child.

You’re that person who lives so hastily that you don’t soak in any of other people’s lives, just mine, because yours wasn’t exciting enough anymore, then you had to fuck up my life and sell my soul. You’ll never ever touch me again. You won’t be able to order me around anymore, you won’t be able to see me again, because the poor little girl which would have done everything just to see you happy, has woken up and will look you in the eye with her cold blue eyes and won’t worry about you anymore.

And you’ll think she’s harsh and cold and threaten her with it, but if you wanted to do that, you should have done it yesterday, because today is already too late. Today you already went too far. Friends warned me against people like you... no... they warned me against you.

But I’m calm, and I’m living like never before – I’m living in love and you know what – I don’t want to forgive today – I don’t want to forget today, because I still want to hate you. I also want a chance to hate someone for that which he did to me or for what I allowed him to do to me!!! I want to hate you tonight!!! I’m giving myself permission – and I’ll forgive and forget tomorrow! And carry on with my life as if yesterday was just a normal sunshine day in this heart of mine...

You taught me GOODBYE
Love taught me to LIE
Life taught me to DIE